Monday 20 May 2013

I am waiting

I am waiting......
Its been a year that i havent seen you,
I dont know what happend but now this love doesnt seem true,
I thought the miles between us would never matter at all,
But thats the only reason for our indifference afterall,
I crave for your touch, your kiss,
You dont know how that togetherness i really miss,
Everyone said that we wont last long,
It didnt seem like that coz we sailed like a song,
This wait will make me insane,
The separation, i can no longer bear this pain,
Why dont you come to me soon?
Why always your promises are untrue?
Why dont you just take me with you?
I want to stay forever in your arms holding you...
Every whistle every horn makes me run to the door,
In a hope that you'll be standing there someday for sure,
I dont want to wake up as my dreams are the only place where you are with me,
Atleast for those few moments i could be in content and peace,
Even These raindrops dont make your melt,
I thought they could tell you about the tears i felt,
Well there's nothing much to say,
I think we have to live forever this way,
I am standing here Azar,
waiting for your footprints,
I love you and will always ,
No matter how muchThis distance will make us apart
I will never leave your side and thats a promise by heart...

Home sweet home

Home sweet home...
Well right now i am going back to my hostel from home, and i cant help but cry!!(its kinda usual thing for me now) i am missing everyone so much!!
When i first went to hostel, it was a mixed feeling, excitement, nervousness, freedom, insecurity, so on and so forth.. I thought living far from parents would be a cool thing to brag about..
You could do anything you want to without seeking permission from anyone!! Well, it was a big deal for me atleast as my dad's a lil strict on some issues...
But soon the so called ' i want to live alone' stigma got over, and the uncountable sweet memories that i spent at home made me so nostalgic!!
The food which i loathed so much at home, now i craved to have it,
I miss my mum's 101 meaningless nicknames for me, her soft pretentious anger, abrupt hugs;
Dad's scoldings, our days out, well sometimes his cooking too!( you should cook more often dad!) , he doesnt talk to me much on the phone, but i know he misses me too..
My brothers fights with me, when we were young we used to watch wwe together and he tried all the painful moves on me, and i took revenge by not sharing my maggi with him, all the cartoons watched together, we even acted like some characters many times( saurav's be superman, making mum's nighties his crape, and i be wonderwoman, trying on the petticoat, and hanging from the ceiling all day!), saving half a candy for him, his unpredictable favours( sometimes he gets me glass of water without making any faces, and i am very thankful for that) , our video games played together, now he even lets me wear his tees!! ( earlier i've got a handful of smacks from him for that) , his unsaid caring..., i miss all of them, earlier i couldnt stand me for more than a min but now i want to spend the whole day playing urban reign with him!!
Dad used to let saurav and me roll on his chest the whole sunday, we danced and sung and even slept on him sometime, our car rides...
No one can replace the beautiful memories you have with your family, we keep on weighing our mothers love With anyone thats worth it, but her's never the less,
Now i get excited when i board the bus from hostel to home, the pleasure to meet everyone after so much of wait is worth all the separation...